专辑简介

The theme behind this upcoming release, Everything Ends: losing the people you love. Last year, I'd lost my mother and every child I tried to conceived. To add insult to injury, my fiancee left me, due to numerous misunderstandings. And, everything between us got worse afterwards, at least to me emotionally. All in one year. Whether it was for the best or not, being with my ex or having kids, it still hurts. Most of the songs relate to my losses, and a few of them are my thoughts on the senseless brutality and cruelty of the street life I'm condemned to live about. And, how that there shouldn't be no pride or achievements through causing harm or being cold to another human being, especially if it's undeserving. "Physical Lie" is about the female obsession, obtainly mostly towards goths, to make themselves look better than they naturally look. "Josh (Why You)" is about my feelings towards the last chance of being a father. "Shade" is about me moving on yet having a stronghold of emotions to my ex, which is makes it difficult to. For I still love her. "The Good Ol' Days" is pretty much my recognition of my partying and binging days, and wishing to do it again. Like "Physical Lie," this song is very upbeat with a 80s hardcore/thrash metal feel. The cover concept are two teddy bears from the childhood of mine and my ex, which I still possess. The idea came about when I couldn't stop looking at it. Then, I turned my head and saw my bear, and just like that, I decided to take a random pic of it through my phone.