A collection of musical expression pieces, collected over roughly three years, from 2012-2015. Every once in a while during that time period, I would feel a certain sadness and that could not really properly be expressed in words. I did not really know what to do with myself at those times, so I started trying to channel that energy into musical form as an experiment. The resulting composition process was experimental, often even "apathetic" in nature. As a consequence of various things, this no longer really happens to me anymore, so I've packaged up those songs that were created in this way and now present them here for your perusal. The style is markedly different from my usual fare, but perhaps still recognizable as me in some way. Also included with this album is a short bonus track, "Watching a Star", another short unreleased track of mine from 2014 which, like those feelings of melancholy, had yet to find a proper home. Thank you for listening. Album art by Kat Jia