outlaw honesty- the very thing i wanted to douse all these songs with. in my search for honesty, i consistently encountered my flaws. i couldn't let these songs be untrue to my flawed self and this flawed planet, so i let these songs live in honest moments rather than perfect execution. in honesty, i wrote about things like love, self-destruction, regret, hope... those huge feelings that swallow me whole. and for the first time in my life, honesty has showed me how much i have never really fit in. i look back at everything i have done and how far from middle of the road it has been. i don't think i have ever understood what "normal" is, or where it is that i belong. out is my in. out is the only place where i haven't been out of place. out is the only way that attracts me in life. out is in! love always, Cristian