专辑简介

This out of my 4 cds since 2000 shows the most growth. I became a man right in front of your eyes. When I started this project I was coming off of a successful underground release of 2005's The Code. It did very well in italy and some other parts of Europe. I was on top of my small world. I was married. They respected me at the bank. I became a home owner. I traveled between California and Europe all the time. I managed hip hop events starring myself. Having my friends from Cali fly in and help me take over the place. The money was great. Then a ten headed serpent crept into the game. So know it by another it's other name Fame. Money is addictive, but fame is way worse. I couldn't handle it. I loved it. At home I was just me. But when I left out of my doors, I was Pokerface. Everyone treated me like a king. Everywhere I went, the red carpet was rolled out. Except at home. I self medicated myself with the most beautiful women in the world. They made me feel good about me. They made me feel my successes. While at home I only felt my failures. I was never caught cheating by my wife. But lies, a few very close calls, and one telling on me a little bit. It destroyed our trust, or at least her trust for me. She might have well have known about all the girls. The result was the same. She divorced me. In anger I signed every paper she gave me. I didn't know I was signing away everything. House, cars, accounts, investments, and the worst was custody or my little daughter. So I recorded a lot of what I would call the Villain side of the cd during the time I was on top. Most of the Hero side was after the fall. I am starting my life from scratch again. I need you.

Pokerface