sometimes you need to wound yourself, so you can feel something, ,,,,i'd rather feel sadness than feel nothing a knot inside your stomach means that somethin reals comin i'd rather feel that than feel nothin sometimes i break down and cry about my dad's death when he hasn't even died its freezing, its sleeting blood, down in Hell thats the weather i take a sewing needle stitch myself back together i'm sleep deprived and hungover but at least alive the rhythm of the world and me were never synchronized it's printed on my medication bottle mix some alcohol with this and that's a better way to wobble toggle forces, white queens, black horses 1 talley for every smile that mac forces