I wrote this song battling sex and love addiction. It's about the shaking of indecision. Hate my brain Keep the drugs so I ain't got to feel nothing Swerve in my lane but I ain't driving anywhere But I lack the guts to tell you how I really feel Pull my hair out Scared shitless to cut you out my life I see so much value but I can't let you in And I lose my mind running from just about anything And the ground feels shaky I've got earthquakes in my mind Crumbling my inner walls Feel my phoenix burn and fly Get so hot But my heart is still freezing And stop the light I'm addicted to this darkness Patterns repeat I'm beating dead horses And path cryptic I'm speaking in morse code And the ground feels shaky I've got earthquakes in my mind Crumbling my inner walls Feel my phoenix burn and fly Powerless but I know I'm powerful Gotta grab the reigns before it rains Decision makin' make me feel like earthquakin' Crack the earth and swallow me whole And the ground feels shaky I've got earthquakes in my mind Crumbling my inner walls Feel my phoenix burn and fly